I am very scared for what is ahead. My ex emailed me (not called but emailed) Wednesday and told me he is HIV+. I feel horrible for him. I had an appointment today to have a full STD testing. I will find out Monday what the results are. So this weekend is going to be hard to get through :(. I am scared to think that I have HIV. I did get tested about 5 months after my ex and I were together last and was negative so...hopefully... things will be okay for me. I continue to pray that God will make me a peace with what the results are but secretly I am scared to death of any of them being positive.