It does turn out that I have a rare desiese. I have to take three shots to get over it. I had one Wednesday. It was the most painfull shot I have ever had! I have two more that I have to get before I can be completly over it. I just pray for the strength to get over it. It is really painfull and causes me to limp. My work will not allowe for me to take sick time so I just have to deal with it.

Well. I feel like God may have given me a second chance. I couldn't wait for the results from the doctor so I went to West Hollywood and got the quick 20 minute test and came out negitave. All I can say is God you are kind and I am unworthy of your blessings.... but I am so thankful for all you have given me! I feel like this is a calling for me to be more of an advicate to help people to stay negative. This pic is on the website for the place I went. I made it my background on my computer and on my myspace. Thank you Lord for good you are! And help me to remember this blessing daily.

I am very scared for what is ahead. My ex emailed me (not called but emailed) Wednesday and told me he is HIV+. I feel horrible for him. I had an appointment today to have a full STD testing. I will find out Monday what the results are. So this weekend is going to be hard to get through :(. I am scared to think that I have HIV. I did get tested about 5 months after my ex and I were together last and was negative so...hopefully... things will be okay for me. I continue to pray that God will make me a peace with what the results are but secretly I am scared to death of any of them being positive.

Corportate game

Corporate games have been a lot of fun. So Far I have been in horseshoes, the 5K Run, and Kickball. Soon I will have the Sandcastle compatition and then tug-0-war

Got to be starten somethen

I just found this site. My pastor Blogs on here so I thought I would start too. Today I found out that I, as well as every other employee in my company, am getting a 5 percent pay decrease. They also had to lay off 3 VP's. Its really a sad occasion. I am frustrated to have to make the change but at least I am still employed. I have a few plans in hand to make my budget more livable. One is to start taking my recycle for money instead of putting it in recycle. Another, to stop going out to eat so much.. It will probably make me loose my body fat quicker anyways!! (double positive)